urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread meatbread meatbread 2005-02-16T23:59:31Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:45143 2005-02-16T23:59:31Z 2005-02-16T23:59:31Z you fucking suck urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:44843 2005-02-12T21:29:42Z 2005-02-12T21:29:42Z well i girls are idiots, and once again i'm single and lovin' it. haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:44759 2005-02-10T10:19:14Z 2005-02-10T10:19:14Z transplants so i'm watching daria right now and i just heard the song hip-hop by dead prez playing in the back round. daria rules, dead prez rules, gotta get that cd back. <br />i have another interview at coldstone on friday at 5:45 with yogsh, i think thats how you spell his name. i'm also positive that i'll get the job, which rules cause i'll work in the mornings by myself after i learn everything. i really need money right now, but i'll get into that later. i was also looking in the classifieds today & found out that a newspaper company forget which is looking for people to deliever papers in the dupage county area, so i gotta call that place asap.<br />i hate when people complain about how sad they are on livejournal & then go on & on about how things will never get better & that they are just gonna rot away & not try to change anything. well lately i've been stressing out as usual, over getting into college, getting a job & getting my life back on track. which has lead me to think i'm bi polar, well i have some symptoms of it. i haven't slept in a couple days, i just sit in bed & worry about everything i can possibly worry about until i go crazy. it really sucks because i usually when i'm really happy i'm just down & don't want to do anything but all the drugs i can find to escape the empty feeling. the feeling that no one cares anymore, no one will care, i'll just fade away to where ever i go in life. & the feeling of being all alone & everything makes my reality obscure. i just get it in my head that i'm always going to stand alone, like the line has been drawn & everyone is on the otherside. my beliefs & views just seem to get looked down opon, the people i want to share my opinions & knowledge with don't seem to care all that much. some do yeah but most don't give to shits. i don't know, i just feel bad cuz i said things i shouldn't have without thinking & i should have atleast waited till i was out of this state of mind to justify things. i just feel really bad cuz, i think i said things that made someone close to me sad & i don't want that. afterwards i sat down & thought about what i said & how i felt. i hate being down it fucks with how i feel & think, which leads me to fucking things up. well i don't have anything else to say. peace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:44388 2005-02-09T05:13:18Z 2005-02-09T05:13:18Z <center><br /><a href="http://www.ladyinterference.com/assorteds/quiz.html" target="_blank"><img src="http://www.ladyinterference.com/assorteds/sixties.gif" border="0"></a><br><br><br /><font face="arial"><a href="http://www.ladyinterference.com/assorteds/quiz.html" target="_blank">what decade does your personality live in?</a><br><br><br />quiz brought to you by <a href="http://www.ladyinterference.com/" target="_blank">lady interference, ltd</a></font><br /></center><br /><br />well besides that everything is good. had an interview at coldstone today and it went good. i'll know if i got the job by the end of the week. kim and i are doing good, we push eachothers bottons a lot but we're working on having that not happen anymore. brady and i have become better friends in these past weeks which is good. he's got a good head on his shoulders i just hope he doesn't make the same mistakes i did when it comes to school. other than that, i've been chillin with josh in the city and smokin' the ganj, which i think more people need to fucking open their eyes to and stop hatin on people that do. peace. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:44095 2005-02-02T03:01:39Z 2005-02-02T03:01:39Z i hate people. they're so fucking stupid. 1 they fucking forget you all the time when you always try to include them. well it's about time to say fuck off, i'm done with you. 2 people labeling me as a pothead fuck off. stop bitching about every little thing. fucking put a smile on your face already. and don't fucking judge me. everyone can fuck off urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:44014 2005-01-31T19:57:47Z 2005-01-31T19:57:47Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/meatbread/P1000743.jpg"><br />that is my new tattoo, done by dave lobes at josh's house like 3 or 4 days ago at 1 in the morning, steve got one to that's badass, that's all i have to say peace. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:43562 2005-01-26T19:42:26Z 2005-01-26T19:42:26Z due my me being lazy and not having a job my funds have run out, so i've been forced to quit smoking. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:43264 2005-01-24T11:23:21Z 2005-01-24T11:34:01Z leftover crack- look who's talking so much good news lately. still jobless and i don't know if i'm getting into school yet. but its cool, i should get a job at all you see on tv with belmont and eliado soon. haven't gotten a tattoo yet but i'm going to plan on getting it by friday. had a crazy fucking trip to the city on thursday. long story short (haha if you only knew what i was laughing at) i drove the bryants van to the city to stop at uic and to pick up josh. eric, lydia, brady and i went. on the way there eric had to pee really bad, & we were stuck in really bad traffic, it took us 3.5 hours to get to uic from home, anyways so eric's comes up with the idea that he's going to jump out the van and take a piss just like on the side of the highway. he said he'd only go if i gave my consent , so i finally said fine. he jumps out and runs up a hill into what we later found out was the south side of chicago. we lose eric and can't find him. we park the car, brady and i get out and search for like an 1 and a half for him scared he's gonna be dead, while lydia was just sitting in the mini van by herself. brady and i walk like 3 exits and finally get a phone call from maggie and find out eric somehow made it to uic, wholey shit! i guess he ran into a bunch of crack heads and then finally took a bus there. and later that night on our drive to get josh i yelled at eric like crazy and pissed him off really bad. but now everything is cool between us. we actually are starting a band, him, iriving & i. we have been jaming together a lot & we are gonna cover two choking victim songs for now. it fucking rules. and last but certainly not least kim & i are going out as of jan 15. its going really good & i had some doubts at first but she said things that totally made me change my mind. i also made a new screen name if anyone cares its, meatbread w3, so kids life is turning around for ole meatbread, peace, unity, history, i'm out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:43217 2005-01-14T06:38:37Z 2005-01-14T06:38:37Z [sexual orientation] straight <br />[marital status] i'm seeing someone but weren't not offical yet<br />[height] 5'11'' ?<br />[shoe size} 9<br />[parents still together] i think<br />[siblings] christine: 15<br />[pets] dog, jasper<br />[in school/graduated] dropout but going back i think<br />favourites:<br />[colour] black&white&red<br />[number] 666<br />[animal] none?<br />[drinks] koolaid<br />[pop] trying to quit it<br />[book] uh the bible duh<br />[colour yr hair?] not for a long time<br />[twirl yr hair?] no<br />[have tattoos?] o yeah <br />[have Ppercings?] fuck that<br />[have a boyfriend?] he's in jail<br />[cheat on tests/homework?] yeah<br />[drink/smoke?] yeah<br />[like roller coasters?] yeah<br />[wish lived somewhere else?] uh yeah<br />[want more piercings?] no<br />[like cleaning?] like getting kicked in the junk?<br />[write in cursive or print?] print<br />[sweat a lot?] all the fucking time <br />[own a web cam?] uh no<br />[know how to drive?] if thats what you wanna call it<br />[diet?] that's all i do <br />[own a cell phone?] yeah<br />[ever get off the damn computer?] yeah<br />[been in a fist fight?] yes<br />[kicked someone in the nuts?] no that's horrible<br />[stolen anything?] yeah<br />[held a gun?] nope <br />[drank?] yeah<br />[been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] yeah<br />[considered being a hooker?] no herpes for me<br />[cheated on someone?] nope<br />[cried over a girl?] no way<br />[cried over a boy?] nope<br />[lied to someone?] all the time<br />[been in love?] don't know<br />[fallen for your best friend?] no<br />[made out with JUST a friend?] kinda<br />[been rejected?] yup <br />[been in lust?] na that's creepy<br />[used someone?] yeah like the kids that make me drive them around<br />[been used?] look up <br />[been cheated on?] i think once<br />[been kissed?] yeah<br />[experimented with homosexuality?] no<br />currents...<br />[current clothing] black hoodie, choking victim t-shirt, kaki pants, black socks, black&white boxers, belt<br />[current mood] tired and coughing<br />[current taste] cherry cough make better thing<br />[what you currently smell like] cigarettes probably<br />[current hair] dirty short smelly <br />[current thing I ought to be doing] catching up on sleep<br />[current cds in stereo] morning glory, the clash, immortal technique<br />[current crush] my boo<br />[current job] uh husla<br />[Last book you read] youth in revolt<br />[last movie you saw] trainspotting<br />[last thing you ate] poptarts<br />[last person you talked to on the phone] josh<br />[do drugs?] what kind?<br />[have a dream that keeps coming back?] no<br />[play an instrument?] yeah<br />[believe there is life on other planets?] probably<br />[still love him/her?] no i hate that bitch<br />[read the newspaper?] no<br />[have any gay or lesbian friends?] no i dont think so<br />[believe in miracles?] not really<br />[believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] yeah but it'll lead to suicide<br />[believe in God?] yeah i'm right here<br />[do well in school?] if i want to<br />[go to college?] no<br />[wear hats?] no unless its cold and i want cancer<br />[hate yourself?] not anymore<br />[have an obsession?] not really<br />[have a secret crush?] no<br />[collect anything?] pocket lint<br />[have a best friend?] yeah tha trio<br />[close friends?] not really<br />[like your handwriting?] yeah <br />[care about looks?] sometimes<br />love life<br />[first crush] juliet sandstrom 4rd grade bitches<br />[first kiss] sucked dick<br />[single or attached?] single now<br />[do you believe in love at first sight?] if you're an idiot looking for disaster<br />[do you believe in "the one?"] who<br />[describe your ideal significant other] no that's way to complicated<br />[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] no<br />[are you a tease?] no those bitches get cut<br />[shy to make the first move?] yeah it sucks<br />are you a...<br />[wuss] not always<br />[druggy] no<br />[daydreamer] yes<br />[freak] that's what i've been called in ohio<br />[dork] high school <br />[bitch/asshole] yup<br />[brat] no<br />[sarcastic] of course<br />[angel] satan rules<br />[devil] satan does rule<br />[shy] yeah <br />[talkative] no<br />[flirty] i'm no slut urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:42890 2005-01-11T12:47:41Z 2005-01-11T12:47:41Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/meatbread/flower.jpg" /> i drew this picture a long long time ago and i just found it the other day.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/meatbread/P1000726.jpg" /> drew it a couple nights ago don't like the feathers but everything else is good. <br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/meatbread/askwhy.jpg" /> i wrote and drew all that shit tonight urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:42657 2005-01-10T10:16:44Z 2005-01-10T10:16:44Z i hate waiting to know if my future will bring easier days or just be a hopeless struggle urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:42272 2005-01-08T23:09:27Z 2005-01-08T23:09:27Z it's time for a new beginning urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:42092 2004-12-30T19:05:17Z 2004-12-30T19:05:17Z haven't updated in forever, haven't gotten a new tattoo, probably won't for a long time. o well. women are taking up most of my thinking time. but now i'm in a little pickle. see there is a really cool girl in the circle, who is attractive, but i dont know much about her mentally besides her personality, which can lead to problems, but i still want to give it a try. then there is some chick from myspace who's like into metal and seems like my type of chick, and she's out of the circle, but i dont trust anyone from west chicago. so basically if things fall through with one girl, i'll just move to the next. but i dont want them to fall through. so we'll see. i have my little eye on the girl in pink shoes, and hopefully tonight, or tomorrow night will make things alright. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:41941 2004-12-26T21:00:45Z 2004-12-26T21:00:45Z [ ] I miss somebody right now.<br />[ ] I have dated someone at least 10 years older (or younger)<br />[x] I care about someone right now. <br />[ ] I don’t watch much TV these days.<br />[ ] I love olives<br />[x] I love sleeping.<br />[ ] I own lots of books<br />[x] I wear glasses or contact lenses.<br />[ ] I love to play video games. <br />[x]currently have a crush on someone.<br />[ ]I have been cheated on<br />[ ] Have had my heart broken<br />[ ]Im in a ralationship<br />[x]i am single<br />[x] I’ve tried marijuana.<br />[x] I’ve watched porn movies.<br />[ ] I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.<br />[x] I believe honesty is usually the best policy.<br />[x] I curse all the time.<br />[x] I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.<br />[x] I have a hobby.<br />[ ] I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing<br />[x] I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me<br />[ ] I’ve never broken someone’s bones.<br />[ ] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.<br />[ ] I hate the rain.<br />[x] I’m paranoid at times.<br />[x] I need money right now!<br />[ ] i love Sushi.<br />[ ]I talk really, really fast.<br />[ ] I have fresh breath in the morning.<br />[ ] I have semi-long hair.<br />[ ] I have lost money in Las Vegas<br />[x] I have at least one brother and/or one sister.<br />[ ] I was born in a country outside of the U.S.<br />[x] I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis<br />[ ] I have a twin.<br />[ ] I have worn fake hair/fingernails/EYELASHES in the past.<br />[ ] I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.<br />[ ] I love the way i look.<br />[ ] I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.<br />[ ] I know how to cornrow but im not black.<br />[x] I am usually optimistic<br />i try to be<br />[ ] I have a lot of mood swings.<br />[x] I think prostitution should be legalized<br />[ ] I think Britney Spears is hot.<br />[ ] I have a hidden talent<br />[ ] I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.<br />[ ] I think that I’m popular.<br />[ ]I have kissed someone of the same sex<br />[ ]I enjoy talking on the phone.<br />[ ] I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.<br />[ ] I love to shop.<br />[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto<br />[ ] I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders<br />[ ] I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.<br />[ ] I don’t hate anyone.<br />[ ] I’m a pretty good dancer.<br />[ ] I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington<br />[ ] I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother<br />[x] I have a cell phone.<br />[ ] I watch MTV on a daily basis.<br />[x] I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months<br />[ ] I love drama. <br />[ ] I have never been in a real relationship before.<br />[x] I’ve rejected someone before.<br />[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.<br />[ ] I want to have children in the future<br />[ ] I have changed a diaper before.<br />[ ] I’ve called the cops on a friend before<br />[ ] I bite my nails.<br />[ ] I am a member of the Tom Green fan club<br />[ ] I’m not allergic to anything<br />[x] I have a lot to learn.<br />[x] I am very shy around the opposite sex.<br />[ ] I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.<br />[x]I have at least 5 away messages saved.<br />[x] I have tried alcohol and drugs before.<br />[ ] I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past<br />[ ] When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum<br />[ ] One of those neighbors was the same sex.<br />[ ] I enjoy some country music.<br />[x] I would die for my best friends<br />[ ] I think that Round Table is the best pizza<br />[ ] I watch soap operas whenever I can<br />[ ] I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.<br />[ ] I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all<br />[ ] I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story"<br />[x] Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.<br />[ ] I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it<br />[ ] I have dated a close friend’s ex<br />[x] I am happy at this moment.<br />not happy not sad, just confused<br />[x] I am Pissed at the world right now<br />i do hate everyone<br />[ ] I masturbate every day<br />no just every other day urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:41655 2004-12-21T01:24:20Z 2004-12-21T01:24:20Z so i've been hangin out with eric a lot lately. and it's really cool. i thought that stephanie and i were the only ones who agreed on things when it comes to living life; but eric and i agree on so much more. he truely is one of the best friends i've ever had and i hope it stays that way. espically since lately steve and i haven't talked at all or really hung out. he spends all of his free time with shari, but whatever if it makes him happy then its cool. <br />last but not least, i'm going to be getting another tattoo, for almost free, i just have to design it and call him up again. wait what's that? what am i going to be getting, after i draw em out i'll post em. peace. unity. history. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:41423 2004-12-17T06:23:55Z 2004-12-17T06:23:55Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/meatbread/redcopy.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:41098 2004-12-16T10:33:00Z 2004-12-16T10:33:00Z well i haven't had an emo post so here it goes. i feel like i'm losing friends. i feel empty and sad and lost inside, i just don't care at all about anything anymore. i just shrug everything off that happens to me, i just sit around by myself and try to escape or try to hide. poeple have been asking me why i don't cuddle with everyone when its movie time, and i dont know why i don't. well its like a drug, you're close to someone for a couple hours then there is nothing, and it sucks. when you go from feeling relaxed and all optimistic and positive and then you go to nothing again. i don't know, i think to much at times. i need to sleep for a while, but considering that i keep walking up early, cause people calling me and my house being loud at 6 in the morning, i doubt i'll sleep much. but eh whatever, 6 dollars and a pack of cigarettes would be good right now, i just wish i could find someone already. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:40616 2004-12-15T20:45:11Z 2004-12-15T20:45:11Z 6 dollars and a pack of cigarettes, would you do it? cause that's how much my ass is worth urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:40246 2004-12-14T07:47:43Z 2004-12-14T07:47:43Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/meatbread/clash.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:39988 2004-12-13T05:59:52Z 2004-12-13T05:59:52Z today and every other sunday sucked. ba hum bug. the days just get longer and longer around here and its sad. things used to be fun, i had no worries, no problems with small stupid bullshit, now it all just bugs me. instead of things getting better they have just been getting worse. it sucks, but what can i do about it? whatever fuck this bulllllllllllshit. <br />tomorrow hopefully josh can get me a job with his anut, and after that we are going to apply at lowe's. so hopefully i'll get a job. i never wanna get woken up at 9 in the morning again. peace you dirty bitches urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:39779 2004-12-12T16:41:03Z 2004-12-12T22:55:34Z loc so yesterday after sleeping all day after uic, ben brownlow stopped by. we drove around and talked about life and everything. and it was something that i've missed so much. cause i talked to someone who shares the same beliefs as me, someone who trys to live their life someone similar to the way i live mine. it really sucks when you notice that out of all your friends none of them share the same ideals as you. i mean can you really call those kids your friends? sure they say this and that about having your back but when it comes down to it do they? i've been fucked over time and time again because i think out side the bun, because i question things and not just believe the lies that people tell me. and if i am wrong about all this shit then i am, i can accept the fact that i was wrong about something and i'll rot away in hell, just like you. but when i know that the romans created chirst and christianity so people would stop killing each other and knowing that it has no consiquence later in life. satan, hell, and god are just a creation of politicians to scare you into slavery. they don't want people to know when you're dead your fucking dead, there is no more to life. and people don't want to execpt that either. why can't you cope with thinking you won't exist one day? why do you let god tell you what is right and what is wrong? why can't you make the decision yourself? why? thats all i want people to ask why? don't fucking believe in something without questioning it first. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:39557 2004-12-11T21:55:38Z 2004-12-11T21:55:38Z uh partied at uic last night. it was the best night there in along time. smoked and drank because that's all my life is. if i'm not smokin i'm drinkin and if i'm not drinkin i'm smokin cause they are the only important in life. i wish i could talk back to people and defend myself like i used to. i care about not pissing off people and causing drama and conflicts in the group so i keep my mouth shut. if you don't like the way i live my life then fuck off. i don't care what you have to say about me and how i live life. i don't give a fuck what you believe in, believe in god, believe in nothing, whatever i don't care, you do what you have to do to be happy, as long as you don't hurt anyone, and let me do the same. people need to learn to live and let live, don't worry about what others are doing, they can take care of themselves. just don't fucking na say me, cause i don't want to fight, and if you do wanna argue and fight or whatever, you'll lose. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:39108 2004-12-09T19:53:58Z 2004-12-09T19:53:58Z the clash bored<br /><br /><br />FOUR NAMES YOU GO BY:<br />a. meatbread<br />b. bread<br />c. mb<br />d. my real name<br />FOUR THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:<br />a. my musical ability<br />b. my creativeness at times<br />c. my good tattoo<br />d. i dont know eat it<br />FOUR THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:<br />a. skinny <br />b. stress out at the touch of a botton<br />c. don't talk to kids i don't know<br />d. i'm willing to do any drugs you give me<br />FOUR PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:<br />a. english<br />b. German<br />c. irish<br />d. <br />FOUR FAVORITE HANGOUTS:<br />a. matt's<br />b. chi town<br />c. micheal's house<br />d. my room<br />FOUR BEST FRIENDS:<br />a. steve, eric, matt, josh<br />b. mandie and other women because women are always second to men<br />c. <br />d. <br />FOUR THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:<br />a. cats<br />b. my future<br />c. drama<br />d. girls dads<br />FOUR THINGS YOU HATE IN GENERAL:<br />a. police<br />b. tickets<br />c. fat people in small clothes<br />d. g w<br />FOUR OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:<br />a. guitar<br />b. music<br />c. friends<br />d. cigarettes/ booze<br />FOUR THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:<br />a. my hoodie<br />b. my against all authoirty no sleeve shirt cause i'm a badass <br />c. black pants<br />d. black socks<br />FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS AT THE MOMENT:<br />a. morning glory<br />b. the clash<br />c. johnny cash<br />d. stockyard stoics<br />FOUR REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:<br />a. they were insecure idiots that complained about being fat when they weren't just like every girl<br />b. drama<br />c. things just didn't work<br />d. <br />FOUR FAVORITE FOODS:<br />a. stephanie's steak<br />b. meatbread<br />c. bacon<br />d. is there anything else?<br />FOUR THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:<br />a. no drama<br />b. happiness for both kids<br />c. someone to kick me when i'm sleeping<br />d. a drinking buddy<br />FOUR THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:<br />a. eyes<br />b. they gots to be smart i can't stress that enough<br />c. smile<br />d. they way they live life<br />FOUR THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:<br />a. uh get a job<br />b. fly <br />c. fight and win, but thats why i carry a knife<br />d. dance, sorry i'm a white boy<br />FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:<br />a. playing my guitar<br />b. creating things<br />c. wishing i had money<br />d. learning<br />FOUR THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:<br />a. a job<br />b. to move out<br />c. money<br />d. a 40 sounds good<br />FOUR CAREERS YOU'D LIKE:<br />a. musician<br />b. roadie<br />c. nothing would be fun<br />d. tattoo artist<br />FOUR PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:<br />a. NEW YORK MOTHA FUCKIN' CITY EAST COAST BITCHES<br />b. driving across the entire country east coast to west coast<br />c. all of europe<br />d. Japan<br />FOUR THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:<br />a. travel around the country<br />b. have my own house and support myself<br />c. live life to the fullest and have no more regreats<br />d. maybe maybe maybe but maybe one day have a kid but if its a girl i'll drown her urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:38708 2004-12-08T19:00:54Z 2004-12-08T19:00:54Z clash- cheat i think everyone needs to stop this drama bullshit. it's none of my business i know, but still, i don't like reading it in live journal posts either, i'm cleaning up my drama bullshit and it won't be coming back. i think everyone should do the same cause its annoying. let people like who they like, let people hate who they hate, just as long as they don't harm you, who gives a fuck. you have no righ to tell someone how they should think or feel about someone. you can't tell them what their opinions are. and if you do well i hope you're ready for a drama war. o yeah clash rules, glenbard north high school football rules! peace. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:meatbread:38616 2004-12-06T18:38:13Z 2004-12-06T18:39:02Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/meatbread/mbs.jpg"><br />eric took pictures of steve and i under the street light the other night, so i had him make me a print. in other news, i drank way to much thursday and fought steve, black eye, my elbow still kills. friday drank at matt's again, but not to much. went to uic saturday, didn't drink anything at all barely, smoked with eric and some other kids. sunday slept all day, then went to natalie's and hung out got a 40, drove cory home. went to sleep. and now its time to rock that 40oz. peace bitches.